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(Yes, I know, late Entry)

Hindi ako fan ng mga resolutions eh, tendency kasi hindi ko talaga sya natutupad hahaha! Pero kung sabihin ko sa sarili ko na yun ang mga dreams ko, mga pangarap ba, mas gusto ko sya ma-achieve that way. Resolutions kasi parang masyadong outward, pakitang-tao lang? Or mali lang yung understanding ko-- that people make new year's resolutions to make themselves be a better person in relation to others (as in: magigising na ako ng maaga, hindi na magiging mapanlait, parang ganun, lol).

Pero ako, I make my own list of things that I want to accomplish, hopefully this year. Hindi sya para sa iba, para lang talaga sya sa sarili ko. (LOL! Selfish!) In the end, kung hindi ko sila natupad, may next year pa naman, and I won't look like a terrible person afterwards-- its just that some dreams are meant to be postponed. Pero if I can do this soon, edi okay!

1. Learn how to Surf - I already mentioned this in an earlier post, and even if it really doesn't sound like me, it still is something that I want to do; something I want to experience. And hopefully, I can take it up as my sport (also, or if not swimming).

Takot ako sa dagat. Takot ako when I see a blue, flat, and endless horizon. But its not the kind of fear that happens when I see a spider or a cockroach; or fear of the dark and unknown; its a fear born out of overwheming and overflowing appreciation. The grandness of the ocean is just so great, it makes me weak. Kaya a part of me is wanting to be part of that endlessness.

2. Buy a DSLR and learn Basic Photography - Because vanity is not a crime, its a passion. Syempre sarili ko ang ppicturan ko. Hindi naman dahil sa gusto ko sumakay sa growing community of photography enthusiasts, gusto ko lang syang gawin matagal nang panahon, but really never had the time and I didn't put too much effort into it. Sabi nga ng bestfriend ko, pang Communication Arts talaga ako-- visual and literary. So I want to pursue towards that direction not as a profession, pero as a hobby~ Hahahaha!

3. I-develop ang Image - Dahil mag-wwork na ulit ako-- na, sa tingin ko eh, its really more of a balance between my own inter-personal skills (pakikisama) and real-life office work talaga. As in parang artista lang, aside from doing your work, you also have to take care of your fans. Hahahaha! (Napaka-conceited ng mga example ko! Pero hindi ako masyadong conceited ah!)

I should learn how to smile, to be friendly, to appreciate things as they are. Dapat maging mababaw ako, hindi mapagmataas, marami kasi nagsasabi na snob daw ako. Medyo nga, I admit may pagka-masungit ako Haha! I have to be mas mabait; I have to take life seriously, hindi pa-joke-joke lang. I have to have grace and style. I have to be someone that people can look up to. I have to have dreams, and I have to make it come true.

Now, if you liked it, you should have put a ring on it! :D

(And yes, that was Justin Timberlake on the left, hahaha!)